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本帖最后由 策五空 于 2019-6-10 22:16 编辑
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网赌颠覆了我的人生，是我一生永远的痛。我认识得太晚太晚了，从一个看似正直的人跌入了无底的深渊。网赌让我大喜
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大悲，结局却很凄惨。跌倒了，元气大伤，却怎么爬也爬不起来。曾经说尽了谎言，自己无形的泪水总是淹没了伤疤。无数; p* I: v% N: G J# I( |' L+ q0 d5 ^. V
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这次决定洗心革面，不赌为赢，内心必须有这样的暗示，网赌等于输钱，等于走投无路，等于输掉以后的人生，葬送人生的9 _& c8 ^3 F$ p, {0 {7 D
" k7 r1 r( b$ v, U. ^6 X希望，害了家人。必须从内心改造，弃掉心魔，戒了贪欲。- X- A8 H l9 _1 L3 J/ O/ x7 ~
曾经满怀的壮志，曾经向往美好的生活，如今一无所有，满目疮痍，自己好像失去了半条生命。莲心不染，而我却掉进了污
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泥。从污泥挣脱，以莲心为心，我愿意跪在佛的脚下，去忏悔，去改过自新。
" Q2 s0 D+ L/ \6 ^4 r0 X& E7 n生命历经了坎坷，在我最难的时候，在我决心挣脱了污泥的时候，我应该学会去珍惜去加倍努力，感恩我需要感恩的人$ u2 ~$ ?+ g6 o/ K
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重新做人，失去就让它失去，不要再执迷不悟。重新回归生命的本源，寻找曾经失去的快乐。不管周遭是如何的看待，我必
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2 M) D" y* q7 p' j! `' f9 k当我山穷水尽的时候我在微博上认识了一个导师，那时候我都输了将近5W 了，对于大学生的我来说已经承$ w: k+ \9 i9 ~9 a; a" W* h* s4 l
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受不住了。那时候只是寄希望于他能给我看准一注，我直接下个重注，希望能上岸，死马当活马医了。我加上他以后就一直
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缠这他要计划什么的，问他准不准什么的。他跟我说计划无神，谁都不可能一直中，自以为会看走势的都会死的很惨。这句
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话我就觉得他还不错就跟他聊了起来......, N, O7 C# J& t* P3 Q
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